IF IN DOUBT, WINK, PEACE AND POUT.

my heart goes knock knock

Sun, 06 Dec 2009 20:34:34 GMT

hey sayangs ^^ been a long time since i updated this space. Many things have happened. Among others, i have a new crush on Justin Bieber who is like underaged but is still totally cute. Seriously just give him a listen!

Right after the last A levels paper, I packed my bag and head for Melaka with ibu. Eat Cendol. Pampering session at the hair saloon. My hair stylist was this really nice person who reminded me of Jaejoong, what with his bleached hair, black skinny jeans and red converse shoes and totally rocking the whole rocker chic style . Shop for my manga books, read and squeal and smile to myself while reading the manga. Finally,eat dodol and really just eat, chill and laze around. I find that the pace in Malaysia is much slower and you just tend to lepak ahr. It was really nice.

Then when I get back to Singapore, my class had a surprise party for birthday girl iraaaa. Man, i miss my class sia. We are all so different but just like the lyrics:

I'm a movement by myself
But I'm a force when we're together

^^

Then the next day the MJI had a picnic/ Sarah & Ira's surprise party. Lol the things we do when we get together. So kecoh lahr. What with the impromptu korean dance off and performances. Then we had like a photoshoot at pasir park where we basically cam-whored ahr. The weather was really nice and there was like a foggy effect. Really pretty. Too bad the camera couldn't capture that. It was a really great day for catch-ups and general lepak-ing.

Amidst all the fun, we would like to kindly remind all to recycle and do their part to save the Earth!

Then, over the weekend, Kak Sri got married!!! She looked so gorgeous and was just glowing throughtout the 3 days 3 nights event ((; She and her husband were so cute lahr throughout the photo taking session. They were making faces at each other and looked so relaxed and contented while the rest of the extended family were so kecoh taking pics of them and all. They make a real cute couple ^^

When they were walking down the aisle, they would be stopped and be issued a challenge. One of the challenges was to serenade the bride. Then guess what the groom sang. twinkle-twinkle little stars lol.

The next day, I met up with Farah and Wida to look for our prom dresses! omg, we are so gay ok. We all ended up wearing matching colour outfits. Go to dinkyyou and check out our fail day photos. We have yet to learn our lessons to not wear heels while shopping. I hope we will never learn that lesson XP

Then I had class outing and went karoke! It was so fun what with stephanie acting all gangsta and singing duet with me for like the hiphop songs and all. We were high and sang our hearts out for 4 hours straight yoz. We sang english( every single genre yoz ), malay ( jiwang and dandut, yes dandut. Don't ask) , chinese( we reminisce back our pw days when we sang jay chou songs) even korean( WG and sorrysorry kekekeke) songs. I believed that on that day, the rain was extra heavy sia. We even had special performances by our super talented classmates ^^ It was such a great "jamming" session :D

Visited flea markets with Nadirah and bought really cute vintage earrings and sexy heels. We had lunch at Mad Jack which was really good. After the meal, we remained quiet for some time cos we were really bloated. I wished I had photos of our outfits that day cos we were total opposite of each other. Bloody cool. ((:

Actually the whole holidays were spent chilling out with friends and slacking off. I like <3 (at fb it becomes a real heart ok)

saya takut lahr sey

Sat, 31 Oct 2009 11:00:10 GMT

see that face. That's exactly how I feel about the A levels. hahaha

All the Best sayangs :D Semoga Maju Jaya :D

p.s: this is random but look at my license plate. its K- 1987. Kim jaejoong was born in 1986 and he was one year old in 1987. This picture was taken on 27th August 1992. I just turned one. it's fate, I swear XP

ok i am writing nonsense.

see you reaallllllll soon ^^

The meaning of It

Thu, 22 Oct 2009 20:50:23 GMT

FADHILAH!
YOU CAN DO IT! xoxo, J
i am becoming delusional XP

This is my GP 'revison". Hahaha have a break. Have a kit kat BAHAHAHHAHAH

1)

I won't compose prose every morning you open your eyes next to me (I won't compare you to a summer's day).

I won't kiss the tears from your cheeks whenever you cry.

I won't remember every appointment.

I won't keep the sheen on my armour.

I won't know what to say sometimes.

I won't get your order right.

I'll be late.

I'll fuck-up.

But I'll write something for you when you least expect it (in summer or winter).

But I'll hold you as tight as I can whenever I can.

But I'll burst through the door as soon as I remember.

But I'll polish it until it shines again.

But I'll say something anyway.

But I'll go back and make it right.

But I'll get there.

But I'll try.

2)
And you taught me what this feels like.
And then how it feels to lose it.
And you showed me who I wanted.
And then who I wasn't.
And you ticked every box.
And then drew a line.
And you weren't mine to begin with.
And then not to end with.
And you looked like everything I wanted.
And then became something I hated.
And you get thought of every day.
And then not in a good way.
And you let me leave.
And then wish I'd stayed.
And you almost killed me.
But I didn't die.

3)
Some days it seems like it'll never end. Like there's just too much to do.

The reality of the situation is, you'll never be finished. If you finish all the work you've got to do, you'll find more to do. You can never really reach the end.

So accept that. Be ok with it. Find the peace you're looking for in the now. In this moment.

Right now. Every now.

okay my loves,

See you and (omg love the pout *_*) after 20th November 2009. Adios Amigos~

YAY YAY HARI RAYA~

Wed, 23 Sep 2009 19:37:05 GMT

It was kinda scary holding a tiny baby in my arms. That explains the facial expression in the picture...

Guess who has a new baby cousin~ ME!!! Just look at her. So pretty kann.. just like her cousin XP
She is only 6 days old. Sempat raya!

After adjusting my position, i felt more confident ^_^

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!

Tonight, we FLY

Sun, 30 Aug 2009 14:18:23 GMT

Me and the sexayy girlfriends break fast/ celebrate bday at pasta mania :))))) ARIGATOU NEEE

Wida called me at midnight to wish me happy birthday by letting me listen to Jaejoong singing happy birthday. LIKE OMGG CAN YOU IMAGINE ME SLEEPING IN THE DARKNESS AND THEN GROGGILY PICKING UP THE HP AND LISTENING TO THE MOST SEXIEST VOICE SINGING HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! HAHAHAH obviously i can't sleep afterthat so we end up talking on the phone about our korean boys who are getting even sexier this days. sigh~

then the smses came in with khai smsing at 12.00 on the dot in bIMBo LaNguAge LiKe ThIS Lahr CAn... hahahha ThAnK YoU SayAnG~~

hahahah ok i want to clarify why i didnt reply so soon after all of you smsed/called

i forgot to bring my phone to school XP heheh sorry!!! i left the hp at home cos i was charging it after subuh and i totally forgot about it and happily set off to school~

I love the helium ballooon that my classmates bought me. THANK YOU :D They said it is so me just because the balloon is so bimbo.

Wida told them about me calling the movie "UP" as "Fly" and eversince that, nobody lets me forget what a bimbo I am. thanks wida.(hahaha ok i still love you XP)

I walked around MJ with the balloon cos i was too paisey to let it fly during lectures. hahahahha everybody keeps commenting that i was turning 8 instead of 18 :X WEII I LEGAL YOU KNOW. and nas was like so shocked that i am older than her that she starts calling me kak as a sign of respect. (eventhough her teasing have yet to cease lohrr ;p)

nas: EHH KAU KAKAK AKU SIA (ZOMG YOU'RE OLDER THAN ME SIA)

me: tahu takperrr. respect sikit ehh.

then she salam-ed me.

me: bagos2. that's the way yoz. hahaha

during econs lecture

eh mana kakak aku yang satu ni? nampak belon jerr mana orang dia? (eventhough i was holding onto the balloon =_=")

Then Koh and Li Sha kept calling me small girl.

HAIYAH the makcik that took the lift with me lagi champion ahr. she asked me what secondary school I was from. when I answered TKGS

she said : eh i thought the uniform is green??

=_=" X 100000000000

The smses, the calls, the facebook msgs, the hugs and teasing.
I LOVE IT ALL!!

THANK YOU!!

8ight

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 17:14:51 GMT

chairwoman. Not tableman or anything else eh

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 13:29:06 GMT

zomg look what i found in my fb photos!!! I DEMAND A CLASS OUTING AFTER THE BLOODY A LEVELS.
I SHALL ORGANISE ONE. (any kind hearted soul can also chip in their help ^_^)
IF YOU ARE IN THE PICTURE, YOU ARE AUTOMATICALLY INVOLVE IN SAID OUTING. :D

i am currently on MC. red-nosed reindeer ftw.

Some of my favourite quotes

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 12:24:16 GMT

1) This is going to sound a little odd,

but the world is too bright for me.

(yeah you really make me day, oh oh oh)

2)Education: the inculcation of the incomprehensible into the indifferent by the incompetent. ( hehehe those who do econs should know who said this. Hint: Think Macro. )

3) When you look up, all you see is the sky... but it's so much more than that in different people's eyes. To someone, it could be what causes rain, sleet, hail, and snow. To someone else, it could just be what causes the sun to shine every morning. But to me... to me it's the world. It's the whole entire universe. It's like the reason I want to keep going—just to see the sky once again and know that my existence is real—that I'm real and not living a lie. (I hope) Wow. Sounds like I'm in love. With the sky. Maybe it's cause I am in love. (with the sky).

4)"Gravitational force is attractive in nature. Attractive here doesn't mean it's beautiful!" - best quote ever from E-learning.

5)"You". Like an echo but holding more, like a prayer almost though the moment isn't sacred, doesn't feel holy in its dizzying madness.

6)You are so... /you/. But you are also \you\. Therefore you cancel out and become... you.
You are unspecial. (denial)

...that made more sense in my head.

7)You're cute. :/

:) :) :)
<3

8)Life can be nice sometimes. Pretty thing <3

9)I hope they can see through our glistening eyes, the spirit that never dies, the soul that sings and the heart that dances. I hope they can see how proud we are of ourselves, I hope they can feel the moment, I hope that they see Drama. I hope,
That they see Art.

10)You know what? I think life is such a big, fat movie-cliche, and it doesn't even matter.

There is hope in every breath.

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 16:19:16 GMT

"The heart is a muscle like any other and the best exercise you can do for it is called picking yourself up off the floor.

hahaha in the words of my econs tutor. " So you are sad over your results. You mourn over it for 5 minutes then suck it up and move on."

Counting down to the dooms day is freaky. The days are dwindling and the pressure is rising. Everyone is feeling the heat now. I feel stressed up and lethargic from time to time. But there are always little spots of happiness that make you smile despite the sleepiness and madness.

oouh wtv, i need some kpop lovin'.

love him. want him. can't have him D:

♥♥♥

Mon, 06 Jul 2009 16:36:46 GMT

“ It's when you hold eye contact for that second too long or maybe the way you laugh. It sets off a flash and our memories take a picture of who we are at that point when we first know "This is love."

♥

Had a date with Ain on sunday which was such a great day for catch ups since we haven't lepaked together for berzaman. We had Japanese and talk about what has been going on with our life and what we want to do in the future. We are kinda clueless. It would be cool if we get to go the same Uni and all. Then Ain could win the award for best lifetime classmate since primary school XP When we were younger, she wanted to open a childcare center and I was all set to be a paediatrician. Then we got older and we decided sciences just make our heads go bonkers even if we do admit to liking it alot at one point in our life. Now, we are both undecided on what we want to be in the future. But you can say; we don't know where we are going but we know we are going somewhere (:

Then on monday, met up with Farah and Wida for our supposed "breakfast". Let's just say we kinda got delayed and only met up at 12 pm instead of the promised time at 11am :X It was full of ROFL moments when we were talking about school, life and stuffs. Me and farah were suffering from our shoes' wrath. Farah ended up walking like a mannequin with the hands stuck by her side so as to balance herself while I took really s-l-o-w baby steps so as to not aggravate the pain. So just imagine a duck and a turtle together. OH OH and Farah came up with the bright idea that if you stuck out your neck, the pain won't hurt so much. so imagine us walking like that. Wida was our pillar of strength supporting both of us while laughing and passing out general comments such as "my friends are so gay!", cue giggles. We dissected our life events so far and farah's ahem "privilege" club where we are all members of XP

The weekend with the girlfriends was damn relaxing and shiok.
i ♥ x infinity

p.s: i am falling in love with Zee Avi. Hahahha go listen to Kantoi by her XP

The kope Queen

Wed, 10 Jun 2009 18:31:52 GMT

This was the pre-pre production day. I think it was the last dry run rehearsal we had at YMA. I am so working the facial expressions XP

FINALLY! THE day has arrived!

WE, the makeup people, solemly and sincerely swear to use our brushes and paints(blushes,eyeshadows,bronzers etc) for the greater good of mankind...

WE, the ushers, promise to dazzle you with our smiles so even if the air-conditioner sucks BIG time, you would remain calm and not scream at us XP

OHMYGEE! ITS THE AIR CON!! ITS NOT MOVING ANYMORE!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

HAHAHA. I kpo-ed at the lights and sounds area. I <3 LIGHTS AND SOUNDS!

YAYYYY!! THE MATINEE SHOW IS OVER!!

Hahahhaha there is alot more at FB aightz. hahaha

This is Ishleen's "cake". We substitute wax candles with chocolate pocky sticks because we are all very environmentally conscious and would like to do our part to save the earth. Also, since we currently do not have big dinosaur robots to eat our trash, we had instead done the ardous task of gobbling up whatever we can and leaving as little trash as possible ((:

Just cos she is my favourite person to say lines to cos she would always act cair even if they are really lame XP

Don't be so hard on yourself. hahaha remember to " dance in the rain" instead of just waiting for the storm to pass (:

lights. camera. ACTION!

Tue, 02 Jun 2009 16:42:05 GMT

The month of May has been a really busy and crazy month for me. I had both drama production and Colosseum to plan for simultaneously.

Hahaha I swear we all went bonkers whilst preparing for Colosseum. All those late nights in school. We get to see different sides of everyone. hahahha "Jenhunnybunny " gave a new meaning to the word ; "cool". We made lame jokes and even lamer pick up lines.

Do you want a raisin?
How about a date with me?

I have 3 words for you.
I Love You.
Then the other person would say: But that is 3 words!
But then, I thought You and I are one.

Did it hurt?
When you fell from heaven?

(Flip the person's shirt label)
Made in China? I thought you were made in heaven?

We even had language crash course where we learn to speak goosebumps-inducing romance lines in different mother tongues. It took me 2 days and 2 nights to memorise. hahaha i did tell you that the brain wasn't functioning well :P

(Ok i am not sure if the han yu pin yi is correct XP)

*gaze deeply into the other person's eye* zai zhe yi miao, ni tou zhou le wo de xing.

ni hen xing gan.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA. go figure XP

We had panda eyes and the brain was going kaput from all the loose screws that were falling apart, but we suck it up and laugh out loud our frustrations and keep on going. In the end it was all worth it ((:

Drama is always a blast ((: Sitting in circles in the gallery- ahh~ the memories XP
Let your passions take centrestage.
Awesome. Just simply awesome.((;

Stepping down for house com was a fun affair thanks our latest addition of atlas warriors :D They presented us with a banana casing filled with sweets and an even sweeter letter ((; My dear 7th Atlas house comm warriors, are so going to do a great job ((:

GAHHH I REMEMBER TAKING SO MANY PICTURES BUT I HAVE YET TO KOPE! later, I shall update with more pictures aight (:

hide and seek

Sat, 30 May 2009 13:25:46 GMT

Visage

Thu, 14 May 2009 15:30:11 GMT

Visage in 10 more days. Ah~ want to see Meridian Drama Club members strut their stuffs? Order tickets via mjcvisage09@gmail.com
Matinee show at 3.30pm - $12

Evening show at 7.30pm - $15
For more information please visit meridian-drama.blogspot.com ((:

Selamat Hari Ibu (:

Sun, 10 May 2009 15:38:38 GMT

For the queen of my heart <3

Who will always threaten me to sleep with her favourite phrase, "Besok siapa tak boleh bangun... JAGA!" and still never fail to wake me up in the morning. And knows that I prefer peanut butter AND jam to just plain ol' peanut butter and Pokka's peach tea and nothing else. Who can recognise Jaejoong out of DBSK and buys me their CDs although she can't comprehend what exactly about him that makes me go crazy.

you are the best ahr, mother.

Happy Mother's Day, Ibu ((:

you know i love you not just because you tell funny jokes, right?

Wed, 06 May 2009 17:35:44 GMT

Life's been a bit whacked out and crazy. The moods seem monotonous over the week. It's either lethargic or frustration. Frustrated because I find myself running out of time and the cheerleader in me is slowly dying out. Remember-"Save the cheerleader, save the world."? It is so true baby. Some moments in life when I look back on it, I just don't know how I got through it. That's why we have those cheerleaders in our lives who irregardless of the situation would never fail to make us smile (:

ok2, i think it was wida who said (something along these line lahr cos I really have bad memory :X), " It is funny how there are billions of people in this world, but it only takes one to make you smile." ok somehow it sounds salah. jgasjdgaj but you get the gist of it lahr kan. macam one person makes a whole lot of difference to your day. So I know this is like a stressful period and sometimes you feel like pulling out your hair (or in some cases, cut fringe sampai senget2 XP) and everyday is like PMS day. I discover that the best way to make you stretch that face into something akin to a smlie or sort of smile is by telling a lame joke.

SO I SHALL TELL A JOKE.

This week I am learning statistics in maths kay. Im learning about H null (ie Ho). So we all know that Ho = alpha. And so the story goes that Santa had bad memory just like yours truly. So he was trying to remember that Ho is equals to alpha. AND that is why to this day he keeps repeating

HOHOHOHOHOHO! XP

HAHAHAHHAHA. life is a karazieeeeeeee ride but all those sharp twists and turns and all those curves and bends that we have to maneuver around are there to make it a whole lot fun-er :D I mean, success without overcoming challenges would have no kick sia. Imagine you are Jay Chou in Initial D. If not for that wicked bends on the mountain, he would not be crowned the best racer or something like that right??!! HAHAHAHAH SO NO LINK.

tata~

CMON AMP JAY !

Fri, 01 May 2009 18:46:20 GMT

So I used to have this maam who would always snap her fingers and clapped twice and shout " CHOP CHOP LOLIPOP! WHERE IS YOUR URGENCY??? "

Right about now, that little anecdote is on repeat in my hay-wired brain.

HAHAHAH so speaking of hay wired brains, go whacked your brain with this puzzle.

look at the cross-word puzzle below and list the 3 words you see first.

oouhhh so colosseum is coming up soon!! So exciting~~
CMON ATLAS WARRIORS LET US DO THE BA-NA-NA CHEER XP hahahahahaha

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay

Wed, 29 Apr 2009 18:28:26 GMT

I am trying to do my geography project but I kinda got distracted after a while...*points below*

let me give you a brief summary about this writer I found by accident. It is like a blog where the writer writes stuffs we wish our own crushes would say to us or what he feels about life's grand scheme of things or something along those lines. All I know is that I enjoy his posts and I hope he continues posting ((:

Out of all the words the writer weave, I reckon this batch has got to be one of the better ones;

I don't care how many fish there are in the sea. I don't want a fish. I want you.

I love no one but you, I have discovered, but you are far away and I am here alone. Then this is my life and maybe, however unlikely, I’ll find my way back there. Or maybe, one day, I’ll settle for second best. And on that same day, hell will freeze over, the sun will burn out and the stars will fall from the sky.

I thought I'd found my favourite picture of me. Then I realised it was just because you were in it, too.

It's no coincidence. I play that song around you so maybe you'll actually listen to the lyrics for once and know how I feel.

You are the best parts of all the songs I love.

Just tell them how you feel. Is anyone going to die?

No.

But one day, you will.

Would you like to do that before or after you tell them?

If I were you, I'd be beautiful.

I spend most of my nights outside, looking for ways to make you smile.

I fell in love with the way you wrote. How you took the time to say exactly what you meant instead of leaving everything to those inane moments when we’d meet in the street, making strange noises with our mouths in the hope that they’d somehow convey how we felt.

You and I were always better written down than standing up.

You can be as logical, rational and objective as you want, it's not going to change the way you feel.

Put it this way; you telling me that lunch is in an hour doesn't make me less hungry.

I honestly couldn't care less if you like the same bands or you've read the same books. Tell me one original thing, tell me one true, real thing that brings me to my fucking knees that I've never heard before and I'm yours.

Being enlightened doesn't mean being happy. It means you're ok even when things aren't.

If nothing else, one day you can look someone straight in the eyes and say

"But I lived through it. And it made me who I am today."

It does not count if you believe in yourself when it's easy to believe in yourself. It does not count if you believe the world can be a better place when the future looks bright. It does not count if you think you're going to make it when the finish line is right in front of you.

It counts when it's hard to believe in yourself, when it looks like the world's going to end and you've still got a long way to go.

That's when it counts. That's when it matters the most.

There's nothing scary about choice. Scary is when you don't have choice.

((:

08A102 <3 YOU

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 15:02:49 GMT

I wanna post up our beautiful cake for stephie baby!!

Only an Arts class would come up with such an idea XP

This is not the complete class photo D; GAHHHHH We are missing Li sha, Sining and Hajjar!!

hehehe the last photo is my birthday present to steph XP hahahaha XOXO <333 YOU'RE 18! NICE!!

Sekitar Bandar Pontian <3

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 18:35:29 GMT

yeah baby yeahhh!! I just finished editing the "Sekitar Bandar Pontian" video ((:
I sungguh love it. hehe

peace baby PEACEEEEEEEEE

Tiga Sekawan

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(:

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 15:28:11 GMT

cos im superfly

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 09:31:14 GMT

HAHAHAHAHAHHA i stumbled upon these photos in my laptop. ((:

everybody needs to learn something new everyday,

The sequence of development of pediplanation

· The previous pedeplain is uplifted due to tectonic movements.

· The uplifting leads to the river gaining excess energy (river rejuvenation). As a result, the existing streams then cut vertically downwards towards a new base level.

· Once the new base level is attained, vertical downcutting is taken over by lateral erosion. This, in turn, gives rise to the retreat of the valley slope / scarps.

· The retreating scarps than give rise to pediments (gently sloping plain) at the valley bottoms, while the interfluves (area between two rivers) is reduced in size to form domed inselbergs (steep-sided convex hills). A bornhardt is formed.

· With scarp retreat occurring from several direction, pediments coalesce to form an extensive plain which is termed the pediplain.

· Subsequent exposure to the weathering agents will result in the formation of sheet-jointing and this will then convert bornhardt (domed inselberg), into castle kopjes or kopjes.

· The pediplanation theory assumes that the kopjes will eventually break down by old age stage of the plain and the landscape will be dominated by a low-angled pediment, creating a concave surface – the pediplain.

cool kaperr.. hahahha study hard sayangs hohoho if not later when you get back results, you will feel sorry makan kari itik duduk goyang kaki (HAHAHAHHAHA padahal padahal i am also lazy hahahaha but that is besides the point. i am talking about YOU. YES YOU. DON'T TURN BEHIND, yeah you on the other side of the screen!) ok i am not thinking straight anymore. bye bye!

ANONE PAKOKE TK OH KAY KAY

Wed, 18 Mar 2009 15:02:40 GMT

I love kamikaze lahr seyy ( hahahhahahah) :D Yesterday was the annual TKGS NPCC campfire and I met up with my lovely darlings :D hahahha wanna hear my squad (kamikaze :D:D:D:D) cheer?

WE ARE THE KA-MI-KA-ZE EH EH
A BUNCH OF ENTHU SQUADIES THE EH
THE JAMBU, THE CHIOBU, THE PRETTY ONES EH EH EH
DIE HARD, DIEA HARD KAMIKAZE
DIE HARD DIE HARD THAT'S WHAT WE SAY
KAMIKAZE ASONE!

i love tkgs :D i love npcc :D i love my kamikazeans :D i love my juniors (especially my Ohana juniors) :D

Stop it sia zah hahahahah tapi cute2 XP

SHAKE.SHAKE. SHAKE NOW. we ( actually aisha and khai only ahr) made the np cheers R21. hahahha then i lead a cheer wrongly also ppl follow.. i love my juniors :D hahahahha

yay!! with cikgu ashikin :D

Me caught red-handed scandaling with a red crosser *GASP*

got extra in the picture. the extra damn extra. wear green some more xp

OHANA :D Me and haj were in charge of their squad :D look how my babies have grown :DThey organised the campfire tau. so pro right :D

Fri, 13 Mar 2009 13:53:57 GMT

Ahhh it has been such a long week. Hahaha ever heard the very overused idiom, 'once hit, twice shy' ?
Sometimes I don't learn from my mistakes and I go along doing what i always do and getting myself lost in the same old maze of troubles. Well I have reformed (hahahha so salah the usage lol), I think I am getting stronger, better and wiser.
So GP MBT is this coming monday and then i got the whole nine yards when school reopens.
I can do this.
I realise life is not so simple but if i want something bad enough, so badly enough that I am willing to sacrifice my other hedonistic aims, (just like what Mr Zain says) , even the whole world would conspire to give it to me.

So be strong my loves, cause this year is going to be a long drawn battle between us and the big ol monsters (namely the A levels) ((:

hahaha besides that bout of reflection i realise that I am very kental when I jog. Hahaha I had 3 schoolmates asking me if I live around them cause they said they saw me jogging in my atlas shirt. And liming baby actually waited at the side of the road for me to see her but i am super kental that I just ran past her XP hahahaha I somehow always look forward when I run and my top three thoughts in my mind when I am running are as follows
1. BAN-DUNG BAN-DUNG BAN-DUNG (LOL, or any drink that has two syllables also can XP)
2. Damn him, how can he overtake me. hdgafhhf***
(There is this guy lahr who I always see when i jog. Once right , I got run past him and I felt this rush of adrenaline like DAMNNN I BEAT YOUU! hahhahaha then i realise that we were both going different directions so like hahahhaha kental kental...)
3. Song lyrics ( hahahha not really a thought but whatever XP )

hahahha but sometimes i get really reflective and all but somehow they always end u with this thoughts.XP

hahahahahaha talking about exercising, I had a geog fieldtrip today and we cycled our way around Ubin. Cool sia. I love rocks. And we came across this beautiful site which reminds me of the resort in KKot bot namja and i was telling wida, that we should so have a picnic there and write jiwang poetry. ouhh damn now I wished I knew how to play the guitar... cool ahr. After MBTs ahrr hahhaha

ahh I wanna learn to play a song on the guitar..

Ubin can be sooo romantic, we just need some imagination ;D

YAY!!ANOTHER DANCE PRODUCTION!!

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 14:38:54 GMT

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